who am i?

(and not the les miserable song...=P)

i'll be honest...this is slightly awkward...

so, who am i?
i'm an idealist. (i took the "jung and briggs myer typology test. i am INFP - the healer.) i'm an idealist living in a realist world. you can imagine how tough that gets. for me, the glass is half full because i drank out of it, and its also half empty in constant need of a refill. 

i'm an artist. and no i can't draw, i can't paint, i can't really play the guitar (although i'm hoping that will change). i'm an amateur photographer, and by amateur i mean that its a hobby. but i've always liked the idea of preserving something as precious as a single moment in a roll of film. music has always been a big thing in my life, i grew up singing everything and anything. i am a writer, because through writing i'm able to express my ideas without worrying about saying something i don't mean. i don't express myself very well speaking, writing makes up for it. 

i grew up in a very typical asian household surrounded by immediate family and also extended family. i was taught how to survive on my own from an early age. i was born in new york city and raised half here and half in jersey, which is where most of my closest friends live. these people have been the some of the greatest influences on my life ever. 

i'm a student at a cuny college hoping to become a high school english teacher.

i've always wanted to be the person who inspired other people. to give guidance and be the one that people could depend on and always look to for help. so i was inspired to become a teacher because of the teachers i've had who have taught me life lessons in addition to curriculum lessons, the teachers who were more than just teachers, they were friends.  i've always felt that my purpose in life was to help others, and i find that the ones i want to help most are the young ones. i can't thank those who were there for me in my (not so distant) youth, and how they've guided me through the hardest parts of my life.

now, what are some historical or social events that have shaped me and in turn shaped the way i see the world?

i am one of jehovah's witnesses. i was raised around the truth by my parents and i chose to be baptized, november 2 2002. this is my history, and it has molded me into the person that i am today. i guess faith (or a lack there of) always plays a large role when it comes to how you grow up. not only does it give you an understanding of whats right and whats wrong, but it also effects the way that people treat you. for a long time, i didn't understand why people made fun of us or even hated us. but as i grew up i gained the ability to see how others may view my faith., my religion. it's funny though because not a lot of people understand what we do and why we do it. i imagine sometimes what would've happened if i had not chose to become one of jehovah's witnesses, and i have to say, i look pretty miserable in that alternative dimension.